> Recent Entries
> Archive
> Friends
> User Info
> Mmyspace
> previous 20 entries

November 29th, 2005

(4 comments | Leave a comment)

November 28th, 2005

07:04 am - hey mr. dj put a record on i wanna dance with my babeh i guess no one loves me on live journal anymore, havent gotten any comments my last two entries,so i shit on you people, you dilholes haha just joking. anyways, im stoaked getting hot new clothes this weekend from Texas ohh yeah. and right before i leave i am buying like two cartons of cigs since its soo cheap so i will have tons of cigs but they prolly will go fast since i will be drinking partying,dancing, everything soon. i dont ever want a dull moment, i took things for granted and now i want to spend as much time with my friends as i can. i want to go to cananda for real not just talking about it. want to go to tiki bobs, find a job find a boyfriend, shopping, taking super cute pics, bowling,concerts,dance parties,house parties, boozing it up, snowboardng, go to school, EVERYthing you hear me everything just plane hangout with friends cuz that is cheap and we dont need money to have a good time, cuz im waaay fun,i am gunna be 10times more crazy,hyper, no depressed,sad,unhappy amber anymore. since i will be too busy to think about shit to make me that way, and i need your help, so if you are a true friend you would help a sista out lol Current Mood: weird Current Music: mr.bungle on repear

(Leave a comment)

November 21st, 2005

01:10 am - hey hey people I flipping cant sleep Saturday went to another city that was 2hrs away went bumper bowling, i got a 130 lol i played against a 12 year old and he almost beat me. then we played some pool, ahh i miss that game. then after that went where my dad was there was a motorcycle fest a bunch of hardcore mexican dudes riding bikes lol i met one of my dads friends who he works with. ohh man he is pretty cute hes 24 we might go dancing next weekend with a bunch of people finally i might get to drink. tuesday my dad will be out of town for a few days. i think I am starting to like it here now. I miss the oc someone please tell me whats going on. I miss my friends but not really my fam.(mom) I miss the two main guys in my life in mi but i dont think that they know it yet. I am getting my hair done in two weeks brown with carmel and light brown high lights its gunna look sweet. im letting it grow out alil bit but noot really loong since i dont look good with long hair. I learned a new world in spanish BUmbie i dont know how to spell but it means butt I know how to say can we go to the store please? all in spanish yay. so i guess im getting good with the spanish. anyways thats it for now Current Mood: exhausted Current Music: immigration song by led zepplin

(Leave a comment)

November 17th, 2005

03:28 am - HOLA FROM MEXICO well lets see im in mexico for a month right now. ive done some bad shiit. so i packed up and moved. i needed to get away from my mom and fam. i miss my friends already. but its flippin 90degree weather out most of the time. gotta love that. i cant wait to go clubbing here. since now i loove dancing. and guess what the drinking age is 18. so im golden. i am going to texas dec 10 then dec 14 im headin home. im goin to texas to buy clothes Lol. its cheaper there and they sell it here for more money. i get new sweet clothes yes finally. my style is changing. more fashionish i guess, but i will always be a punker at heart its just not in me anymore. incubus is playing in mexico city i want to try and convice my dad on lettin me go. but there is a tribute to the cure closer so who knows. damn it, i hope the boy doesnt find someone new while im away. i wrote him a letter giving him my email adress so he can write me if he isnt a dick. but today we went to the movies saw four brothers is was retarted. but the guys in it are sexy so thats a plus. my dad has to go back to michigan next tuesday so it will just be me and the whore. lol j/k but im hoping we will drink since my dad wont after the huuge fight he got with my brother last time. anyways im out gotta go to bed. show some love if u care!!!!! Current Mood: dirty Current Music: Feel good inc the gorrilias

(Leave a comment)

November 7th, 2005

(4 comments | Leave a comment)

November 2nd, 2005

(4 comments | Leave a comment)

August 21st, 2005

(Leave a comment)

August 4th, 2005

02:49 pm - leaving on a jet plane to mexico so see u all in two weeks well last weekend was alright in fact this boy i really really really like likes me back. we sorta did some things and it hurts though since i know i will probably never be his girlfriend. sigh. for those of you that know me know who i am talking about. is also feel really bad about the whole cananda thing, i wish i went but that night i was totally upset about friday night. i hope you guys don't hate me. when i get back i will have a job soon and save up enough money to go and it will be tight. i didnt go to warped tour this year either for like the first time in 7 years. god i feel old. anyways right now i am in Mexico. i got in yesterday around 11:30am. we left at 3am and the airport went smooth. before i left my house i had a real bad ansity attack and then before we went to the airport i did again it sucked. i am sorry esther but we can always go to Mexico when we get a break or when u have a chance. i just needed to go by myself to get away from ortonville. i have alot of stuff on my mind and it sucks. i already miss all my friends. i also miss that boy. tonight my dads gf is gunna do my hair and then tomorrow we are going to mantray however u spell it. going to the clubs and shopping around, even though i left mi with 10bucks but hey thats whats my dad is for haha. my room is sweet i can smoke in the house, my dad has to work during the day so its just me and the woman. cigs here are only 2bucks so im in heaven haha no taking back cans for me. haha. my dad has all the pixies songs you could ever think of so i am going to make a mix for a few people hint esther, jess. before we left we went to my dads friends house in troy and i met new friends, val, and nacy. nacy lived in mexico for 6months and she told me some stories. plus she goes to my school so when i get back we are gunna hang. when i was at her house i had like 5 beers and two glasses of wine, and i had to leave at 3am that morning ha. but i gotta go she is going to do my hair now wish me luck ha. ill update in a few days. Current Mood: tired Current Music: primus tommy the cat

(6 comments | Leave a comment)

July 19th, 2005

06:59 am - Speed demon on the run uh huh guess what? uhh i passed my road test. SCORE.. its one of the best feelings ive had in the longest time. i fucking took it in the craziest rainstorm, and i havent really drove much in the rain. I didnt even have to finish the third part of the parking,ha twas sweet. So I feel like doin some crazy hardcore partying this weekend. im back from a week of hell from up north. long story. but it was worth it. So anyone wanna hang out I can DRIVE now teehee. thursday i will try and look for a job, i am not sure what the weekend will bring me. i just know somehow i am going to get drunk and have my way with a real cute boy. that sounds bad but alwell. hung out with my girl kelly she got me a gift for passin but cant really say on here what it was haha the cops might come after us hahaha. tomorrow going swimming with the girls, & movie night with the guys. gunna see charlie and the chocolate factory. I need to see, Jess,Esther ASAP....... Girls where u at? then july 29 drivin to heatstock to see some old friends and maybe make some new ones. im not spending the night only if i drink but i doubt i will since the next night is the biggest night of the summer. Cananda with like 10 people. Shall be fun. im gunna be drunk by 7:00pm ha if anyone wants to get coffee soon ill drive. but next monday playin pool, jess u gotta go as well........ alright this girl is tired, im so stoaked i still cant belive i passed... I still have minutes on my celly so if u cant get ahold of me at home try that. Current Mood: giddy Current Music: love me two times, the doors

(6 comments | Leave a comment)

June 30th, 2005

01:53 pm - just do it 1. Reply with your name and I will write something I like about you 2. I will then tell what song reminds me of you 3. If I were to apply an o'clock to you, I'll tell you what it would be 4. I will try to name a single word that best describes you 5. I'll tell you the most memorable moment I've had with you 6. I will tell you what color you remind me of 7. I'll then tell you something that I've always wondered about you 8. Put this in your journal. people you better dooo it or else!!! haha j/k sry im bored. rain go away so we can see COHEED AND CAMBRIA today. Current Mood: giddy Current Music: anti-flag bring out your dead

(Leave a comment)

June 28th, 2005

01:10 am does anyone wanna see gwen and black eyed peas with me? it will be so much fun.... its not until oct 16 though. anyways girls nite was real fun got free seats instead of lawn which was way cool. creepy guys asking for my friends number always fun. saturday got drunk never drinking 5clock vodka again. sorry for the drunk calls. then today hung out with my jess. havent seen that girl in FOREVER 7/11 neil young eating wendys in stixs parking lot loads of fun. then we had a party up at stixs i swear. about 11 people chillin. then around 12am we were blarin music in the parking lot then the stupied ass cops showed up. met a vanilla ice look a like haha. tomorrow doobie brothers. weds detroit fireworks, thursday coheed and straylight run for Freaking FREE, how bad ass is that. then friday maybe pizza party at my house then later bon fire not sure yet ill post more up about that later still lookin for a job, maybe big lots wish me luck hehe. Current Mood: giddy Current Music: what are you waiting for gwen

(2 comments | Leave a comment)

June 24th, 2005

02:20 am - team america fuck yeaaaaa So tomorrow is the big girls night out. We will raise some hell. saturday wanted to go to Cananda but it seems noone wants to go so i guess ill get drunk off michigan beer maybe even a keg stand haha who knows. i am gunna take alot of pixs over the weekend. yay sorry im a dork. i got more minutes on my celly so if u call me tomorrow and im not home call the cell. i got a mini mp3 player but it doesnt use cds its weird i really dont know how to work it. so maybe esther if u do u can help me haha. anyways who wants to see batmanreturns,mr and mrs.smith, and fantastic four with me i went job hunting today more tomorrow afternoon i hope. I really need one..... ohh crap i had thai food tonite hopefully it agrees with my stomach tomorrow haha. for once im actually in a good mood. i think its the warm weather and people not acting shady. im mean i still get in that weird funk but everyone does i guess. well i must go i need my beauty rest. maybe tomorrow i will meet my prince charming haha. p.s. it was a really good run pistons but better luck next year... i guess once is enough for us, haha just kidding i dont know im done. Current Mood: giddy Current Music: aint no holla back girl gwen

(1 comment | Leave a comment)

June 20th, 2005

(6 comments | Leave a comment)

June 17th, 2005

05:21 am As my mind races and my heart beating a mile a minute. Its kind of hard to fall alsleep. My body is tired but i cant seem to find the switch to shut my thinking off. I hate it. I have been dealing with alot of depressed sistuations lately.It seems to me either someone is dying that i know or gets injured, and even a few heart breaks. I guess thats life though. We all have our highs and lows. I think this is the lowest I have been in along time. I dont know whats wrong with me.I had to go to the doctors last week and I had to wear a heart monitor for 24hrs because apperantly theres something wrong with my heart. Which kind of sucks because i need it.Also ive been loosing alot of weight which in my case i cant afford to loose any. I have been trying to be more positive but with all the shit i have to worry about and the stuff on my mind its kind of hard to.Sorry I havent been a great friend to you guys lately but its been pretty rough over here. I just really want my old friends back i miss you guys. If anyone wants to go to ramshorn this weekend let me know. i just really need to vent and talk to someone. if not thats cool Current Mood: sad Current Music: birds chirping

(2 comments | Leave a comment)

June 5th, 2005

06:34 pm - why cant we be friends??? Well lets see, I know a few of you are mad at me right now. Which I can understand why. I am sorry if I have been a bitch to anyone but I have a ton of shit going on in my life and i dont know how to deal with it. I want to start hanging out with more of you guys but it seems to me that no one really wants me around. So I guess when you guys want to hang out with me and arent mad anymore give me a call, my house or my cell. I am usually free. Next sunday liz and a few of us plus me,are going to a wave pool if anyone wants to join us let me know. we are trying to get a big group to go since its more fun. I had a blast at boc, saw two drunken fights. I also notice that someone who i thought was my friend but apparently isnt since they didnt even call or tell me they were here. I honestly didnt know what i did but if they have a problem with me just tell me and try to change that. but i guess if they dont want to be friends with me then thats fine. but i would like to know what i did wrong. sorry if this is confusing........ Current Mood: grumpy Current Music: tbs

(9 comments | Leave a comment)

May 21st, 2005

02:09 am I think soon i am leaving for awhile on a bus. just myself and the open road. sounds good huh? not sure where i will end up but at least it will be better then here and what i am going through. Well i found out pretty much all guys are assholes. Or maybe i just attract assholes?? either way it sucks. I wish my life was better but it isnt so i have to deal with it. Current Mood: depressed Current Music: tool

(2 comments | Leave a comment)

May 18th, 2005

02:04 pm MARS FUCKING VOLTA: hands down this is one of the best shows ive ever been too. Kelly and I got our tickets the day of and we got main floor. We did some shots before we went in and while we were at the show kelly bought some drinks since shes 21. I was pretty buzzed. We get down to main floor and i look around and I all i see is guys. I felt like we were in one big sausage fest.haha. Dude they really know whats up on how to make people feel tripped out. they had a badass lazer light show. During the band we blazed. I was just standing there moving with my eyes closed it was the best feeling ive had in along time haha. The crowd was more dancing then moshing but i still got into it we were like three rows from the stage. i know theres not rows but i am counting the people as rows haha. The lead singer looks like a 70's porn star. ohh if anyone wants to see richie hawtin with me this coming monday let me know i think he goes on at 10pm and i have more minutes on my celly so call that. Current Mood: giddy Current Music: at the drive in

(2 comments | Leave a comment)

April 26th, 2005

08:37 pm i am thinking about deleting live journal, i have thought about it and i really just dont care anymore. Current Mood: gloomy Current Music: cream

(10 comments | Leave a comment)

April 1st, 2005

06:52 pm - Here's a story for the kids. I am Amber I like to think I am pretty. I am outgoing, but tend to be shy at times. I smoke, drink and anything that will make me feel happier. I like mosh pits and circle pits. I am a democrat. So fuck you bush. I like protests,and peace rallys. I am agnostic I am very opinionated I am open minded about music. Ramshorn is my second home. Seinfeld is my favorite show. Thai food is the best. I love sing alongs Oc is the new 90210 I hate having crushes I Love old Zombie movies I hope you have learned alittle bit more about me... Sorry I was bored. Current Mood: tired Current Music: Asshole, Dennis leary

(4 comments | Leave a comment)

March 29th, 2005

06:19 pm - Summer lovin. I have too much. I love this weather. Cant wait until summer, we need to have bon fires, camp outs, canoe trips, frisbee golf games, Cedar point trips ohh and dont forget $4 concerts at pine knob. Ahh Yes, I am getting giddy just thinking about how much fun we are going to have. I think we should start planning a canoe trip asap if we want to do one. If you want to help me let me know. I am going to see if I can work at A&W in the day and at night I am going to see if i can be a hostess at bullfrogs right in town. So I can afford all of this. Btw jess, I was listening to Fred Bear today while smoking a cig and it reminded me of that one day we had. We must go to 7/11 soon......... Any parties this weekend????? I need to get my drink on. Current Mood: happy Current Music: No control Bad religion

(2 comments | Leave a comment)